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29th January 2010 Friday- This day's officially declared as the WORSE day ever for this month! Endless of drama-mama shiat rolling out like some 10hours on-going playing movie film, for me and my honey chicas >:
This fucking day seems to be like some curse day that even Friday 13th makes me feel like a happy day with countless of colorful balloons floating everywhere? Ah, whatsoever it is, its OVER! Yes, that kiss-mah-arse day is o v e r!

' Angel, always believe that tomorrow will be a better day ahead ! ' - Not any living in self-denial sentence, but rather a good way to start of with your day, no? <:
' Mindset often changes your mood and mood will then lead you to your actions, this life- your one life, you hold the key and decide ' says Adam Khoo. (Y)

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This one thing, you have it, owned it and love it. With no doubts, you'll definitely cherish it. But.. your way of
' cherishing ' it, might not turn out to be the best way of doing it.
Hence many a times, people feel remorseful and live in deep regret for their actions.
Not that they take things for granted but rather, forget that all human beings have their own line of limitation and level of toleration.
And when things get out of its way, everything will end off in the ugliest way you'll never dream of.
Sad to say, this will be the time whereby youre starting to feel the other party and realised the fact that, they actually mean more than how much you thought they were rated, in you. Yet no amendments can be change any further, because everything is just to late.. Yes, all too late for any amelioration.
So, when you have it, cherish it.. cherish it in a way thats totally positive.

" a little more of everything, I would say "

Here and There

I've longed for the past of you.. and you people have longed for the past of me..
Like excuse me, ' Whats with the world, again ? '
Seems like everyone's pretty much accepting this laying present, reluctantly.. maybe not to this extent yet,
just not very willing and positively, I would say.
Ohwell this is life.. changes here and there, everywhere.
Is either you accept them and compromise with it or blind them and forget about it.

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Im so into you that, I think part of me is vanished..
I DONT WANT to be just another girl, that crossed your mind and appear in your life.
I wanna stay as special as a gem in your eyes for now and always,
like how we fall in love with each other on the very first day..
when you were intensely head over heels in love with me.. me me and ME ONLY!

OkieDookie, Im gonna shut the fuckedup and channel my focus on those ass-kissing projects naow, meow. Bai.

" your full attention and affection, Im still screaming for "

Lose Control

Hi Hello Hey everyone! This post is supposed to be up like yesterday? But due to some issue, like my stupid head thats drilling inside out of pain.. its up today instead! <: So.. today is a Sunday and I finally had my millipede length sleep! It has been uber long since I last slept for this long, especially after school jail starts, the more I cant enjoy this kinda sleep /: I've decided to cherish sleep now, cause it'll be gone very soon.. WHY.. ?


.. B I N G O! Invaded by those pussy numbers of kiss-my-ass projects. DUH? >:
Okay, Im gonna shut my gap on saying all these demoralizing issue now! Topic change-d!
Caught the preview of ' My Ex ' last Friday! This movie, I've been bugging up and down, in and out for! And OH MY GOD, I TELL YOUUU! Its 8.5/10 scary!
Im not someone who'll usually scream in theater but this movie makes me scream like 239393902817 times! Not that Im a scaredy cat.. but.. the scenes were really filled with uncountable intense horrifying surprises!
This movie is basically launched out for two category of people. Firstly is for someone who is as sadist as me, loves to pay money for the sound effects and scare yourself till the extent of peeing in your pants. And secondly.. its for players ( playboys and playgirls ) you got to watch it, like seriously? Hahahaha. The whole story is just for YOU <: TeeHee. OkieDookie, Im gonna go kick my ass to bed soon! Bai!

"just one night, couldnt be so wrong "

Music PlayBack

Come to think of it, its actually pretty funny on how we look at each other now,
compared to how we used to in the past.. the distance thats being drawn between you and me,
this invisible line that can only be felt, and not being able to seen.
Anyway, whatsoever it is.. Its pleasant to see you again after butterfly years, and happy to know that youre doing just fine in life, my friend.

" all those things was a used-to-be "

Can I say, NO?

" Kill all those wishful thinking, Angel "cause
" No Expectations = No Disappointments "

Anyway, I loike how school jail is like today! Short hours <: Teehee. Hopefully for the next 8 Wednesday down the Calendar, it will stay to be like this!
Second week of school with 3/5 gone and I've got a feeling, my energy level's gonna be drained soon with those piles of projects laying infront of me.. guess the only alternative left is to squeeze and force myself working with massive amount of negative body energy. Hurrr >:
And there goes my social life again.. ( roll eyes )

OkieDookie I ought to start making plans for my weekends naow, meow.. before its too late as projects cover them off! <:

" thats how things used to lay "

Roll this rubbish

' Quarrels and fights bring people closer ' - F U C K THIS KISS-MY-ASS SENTENCE.
This sentence is nothing but full of rubbish, yes hella lots of junks in there, seriously.
Tell me, how perfect would life be, without arguments, fights, quarrels, misunderstandings and miscommunication? Especially when majority of them are unnecessary.. it will lead to nowhere near bonding or rather drifting instead? My oh my, tell me how great is this, frankly speaking. ( roll eyes )
Yes, I know it perfectly well that life's full of Ups & Downs, but some downs are just excessively redundant, dont you think so?
Besides psychotics, lunatics and sadistic people, its like who the hell will wanna take an emotional roller coaster ride whereby they can just sit back and enjoy the soothing scene painted with rainbows and love, no?

Based on all that, every single day, Im praying for peace loving moments for You and Me. I love you HDC.

" words will always be words "

Rigmarole of a talk

Im feeling like some twaddle shit head now.. needless to say, those intake of alcohol just now, makes me feel worse.
Im gonna go sleep so that my mind will stop rolling with endless of thoughts.
Bai.

" know the line of limitation "

Footsteps

' Down this lane, this undisturbed lane with my fingers interlocked with yours..
if I stopped walking, will you stop with me or will you continue to walk ahead without me? '

" butterflies years from now "

Hot and Cold

I promise-d myself to sleep early tonight, and Im going to abide by this rule-
' Turn in as early as possible '.

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Excess of self-solace seems like alleviating sorrow, in a way when its being used, most of the times.
Sometimes, we human beings just have to play pretend. You know what I mean, dont you?

Nothing = L I E
Fine = Complete L I E
Great = Ultimate L I E

K, one more school day and weekend will be hereee! <: First week of school's finally 4/5 over! Yay!
IMMA HARPIE GIRL WHEN I KNOW I CAN SLEEP FOR AS LONG AS I WANT TO! Teehee.
Oh and and Im craving for Frolicks, goddamnit! Gonna kill this pussy temptation by this weekend!!! <:

" I wore that mask before "

You do, You dont

Some things just never change.. third day of school and as usual, Im late.
Have been late since first day of school, wait no.. when am I ever early like seriously? Once in a blue moon, maybe? Hahaha.
Right, I've made a choice! I've decided to wake up extra early starting from tomorrow onwards, and never be late.. unless otherwise <: This also mean, an increase in the amount of my alarms zxzxzx /:
I seriously loathe how those irritating noisezx wake me up from my sleep. Oh well, I dont have a better choice- Opportunity Cost between ( Sleep + Missed Class or Drag my ass up from bed. ) Its time I learn how to set my own priorities right.

" almost insignificant in my eyes "

HDC

I MISS YOU COOKIE MOCHI SUSHI CRUNCHIE MUNCHIE MUCHIE!
LOVE YOU CAUSE YOURE JUST KUTEEE LIKE THAT, YOU PIECE OF CRAP HOLE SHIT! <:

" my voluptuous loverboy "

Monday Blues

When was the last time, I boarded an early train for a long journey? Hmm..
One month back to be exact?
Woah, and today's the starting of another new chapter- School Jail.
Squeezing in those exceedingly packed train's really a kicking pain in the ass, to add on waking up at those pussy time I usually sleep's way beyond painstakingly agonizing.
Right, no matter how much I grumble or rant extravagantly, this routine of pulling my ass off the bed during crack of dawn reluctantly, and being some sandwich-wrapped in the early train wont have any changes as far as Im concerned, for the following 10weeks. Im pretty much enjoying this, actually ( Roll Eyes Vigorously )

What else more can I say, whereby Im already given like 5assignments on hand, for the first day of school ?
Hah. Zilch, seriously.

" eating my life up and down, all over again "

Puke Button- ON

It annoys me whenever I consume something, and throw out aftermath.
Making me feel like, theres no point eating anymore, whereby I know the next moment, theyre all gonna turn into juices rolling out from my mouth. Eew >:

I think Im falling sick. Goddamnit. Its always this timing, whereby school's gonna reopen, germs and bacteria will knock on me.
Even B&J turns me off now, I think..

" wish you never look at me that way "

Body Clock

Today's the Thursday, which means 3more days and Im gonna kick my ass back to school jail.
Life would be damn dead by then, as I can foresee based on my goddamn timetable /:
The time that I ought to kick my ass awake's the time that I usually kick my ass to bed. My body clock needs an extensive turnover, seriously >: and I pretty much wonder, how long will it takes for this change to be done

I think its time I should sink in bed naow, meow. Bai.

" evacuate now "

My R o m e o

Every girl needs a man. You know, the kind that’ll treat you right.

The kind that has enough respect for you & is willing to change, just to be with you.

The kind that searches for you with all his heart & that can be trusted in a room full of beautiful girls.

Every girl needs a man who won’t cheat on her because he knows she’s got all that he wants & needs already.

He won’t mind calling you early in the morning just to say good morning or late at night to say good night; maybe even sing you a good morning song & tell you a bedtime story or talk to you until you fall asleep.

This guy will be the kind that’ll do anything for you, even if it’s to just go to the store & buy you your favorite kind of candy. He would defend & fight for you & wouldn’t bail on you for his friends when you need him most.

The kind that won’t leave you lonely & wondering; the one that calls you surprisingly, even if he’s out with his friend, to just tell you that he loves & misses you a lot.

The kind that isn’t afraid to smile to his friends every time you’re around & tell them, “She’s the one”.

The kind that appreciates you for the things you do for him, even if they’re little. The ones that actually thank you for the little love notes you leave him, waits for you when you’re falling behind, & opens doors for you.

Every girl needs a man who will take you out on dates once in awhile & buys you flowers just because it’s a Wednesday ( Ladies' Day ).

The kind of guy that notices your hair when you just got it cut or done beautifully for him. He would remind you that he loves you & that he’s happy to be with you, just in case you forget.

The kind that just doesn’t want kisses & hugs, but to actually be loved & to love. You deserve a guy that will call you beautiful instead of hot, who kisses your forehead when you’re down, tells you to be strong & not to cry, & when you do cry, he’d cry with you when times are hard.

The kind that will go through thick & thin with & for you.

The kind that just loves you for who you are & not for who you aren’t and loves you because you’re his favorite girl in the whole wide world.

— (via poeticheartache)

This " kind of " guy, is my kind of man.
I want someone who'll never get enough of me and never get sick of me.

Have you found him; your kind of man, your kind of guy, you kind of loverboy?

" long-awaited Romeo "

Hello 2010

Goodbye 2009 and Hello 2010!
Splendid view of Fireworks, 2 superb shows ( The Fourth Kind & Vampire's Assistant ) with the company of 1 tomfoolery ♥
HARPIE-NEW YEAR ( PULL YOUR EAR ) EVERYONE! :>

A brand new year, with a brand new beginning bringing a brand new meaning.
Dump those bad ones aside, rub them off and save those exceptional ones, as memories.
Its time to forgive and forget, people!
This doesnt apply to me though, cause Im someone who'll only forgive, and not forget (:

" everything changes, but beauty remains "