Bad Habit Sticks On

Why is Paris Hilton soooo effing hot and pretty ?!
I want her life .. SHOP like theres no tomorrow ! Her money is like never-ending rolling in her pocket ? Damn ..
And for those who thinks she's wasting her life away and label-ed her as b i m b o , are the real Bird-Brains .
Cause Paris way smarter than how she project herself (: !

Anyway today's my second day of the school jail for term .. I-lost-count . Hahaha .
School's as old , nothing much changed physically .. But quite a number of new school rules were being implemented . Damnit . Theyre basically introducing new ones , for every single term . Lame much , yes ? --.--
And every term , theyre getting more and more strict about the punctuality issue . From 75% attendance inclusive of 15minutes grace to .. 90% attendance now ! Yes , theres no fucking grace period now ! Which means if Im late for one freaking pussy minute or so , Im counted as absent . How nice is this ?!?!?! Kiss my ass , yes ~ Argh .

Time Management's the best solution to it , like wake up 10 to 15minutes earlier to prepare and so . But the thing is , Time Management's something I suck at , most ! In addition of the stupid chronic sleeping disorder Im suffering , and and the way I do things is as slow as snailxxzxzx , waking up an hour earlier makes no difference , for me ):
Guess I suck at kicking bad habit away too ? If not , this late-coming issue wouldnt have stick on me for .. ever since the day I was sensible and aware of whats happening around me .. Think even God gives up and cross that mindset out , on changing me ? hah !
Yes okay , I know Im extremely pathetic and way beyond hope .
But .. believe it or no , I've tried to change .. just that every attempt's a failure . hahaha !

" how can I not fall in love with this voice of yours "

Charcoal marks E N D

Used to loathe .. no , in fact hate there . God knows , as time passed by , positive feelings were inserted in it , subconsciously without me realizing it too .
6days of EC , with 3days each week were a great challenge for us .
All of us thought we would pretty much screw up , and for God knows in the end , everything sailed smoothly .
Working hours were felt like snail crawling .. as calendar pages flipped , drastic change were brought in , that service hours passed so fast like a strike of lightning .

That place , I learnt a number of things , one lifetime-experience that no other place can be runner-up as replacement . If ever I were to be given a chance , I hope that tomorrow will be my first week there , all over again , to continue another 13weeks .
But well , this is life , we packed and move on .. and that place is another add-on to the abundance of memories I have .
Charcoal and every single thing there are so indelible that I'll never forget (:

" nobody loves bidding goodbye , no ? "

Time Flies

Tomorrow will be my last day .. last day working in Charcoal .

" sometimes , someone affect something "

Bananas goes Shopping

Sunday - Off , Monday - Public Holiday , Tuesday = Off-In-Lieu ! Three days of hibernation = shiokness to the max ! Heehee . Okay , you people have got to understand , ever since Im in Charcoal , I haven got to rest like 3days in a row , cause 2resting days is the max , we can afford to have . Pathetic ? I know , right . Hahaha .


So .. yesterday was a shopping day with my Banana (: And surprisingly Im early !
Off to Charcoal first , for some reason though its my offday , then to Bugis and last to Town ! Supposed to have Frolicks , but because of the missing topping , that troublesome B2 wanted , we gave it a missed . Hence Sweet-Tooth me dragged her to FEP to kill cravings for Sweet Slice Of Life and Fried Mars Bar aftermath ! :D Yes , super sinful yet you cant deny its heavenly tasty at the same time too !



Salesgirl : Do you girls want any toppings ? We've got a range here ( pointing menu )
B2 : Erm .. ( Exchanging glaces with me )
then suddenly she goes ..
B2 : BANANA !
Me : Yes okay , Banana !
B2 & me : ( Looking at each other laughing non-stop ! )
Salesgirl : Erm .. Okay , Banana .. ( shocked )
HAHAHA ! I think only B2 and I know why the fuck , we are laughing about . Pussy us ! LOL .

" miles away from me , you are "

The same old spot

Estimated pax / night for Thursay to Saturday's about 100++ .
Like millions of woah uh ?! hahaha . Anyway , this week's our last week doing event , so lets all buzzzz like bees for one last time , and pray that everything will sail smoothly for this upcoming three days ! (:

Man Woman Cigarette Cycle

" Every Man sees Woman as a Cigarette stick . Enjoy every breadth they inhale , stop as and when they like despite the bud's still burning . Then drop it on the floor , and step it hard till its totally ruin-ed , because the enjoyment period's done and it spells o v e r .. sooner or later a brand-new stick will be out again " , Gerlyn said .
Another million-making-sense sentence by my chica ! Seems like her brain aint malfunctioning , no more . Hahaha !

" and I realised .. I haven been moving on ever since then "

Nothing but the , Truth

Was on phone with Banana for a girl's talk , just now .
" Most of the time , we lie to meet our objective . Not because we want to , but we're force-d to " , she said .

Make million of sense , yes ? Look deep into this sentence ..
When we're kids , we lie to our parents , cause we know if we dont , we cant get what we want . And now , as we grow , we lie to you , him and her .. cause as usual , if we dont , we cant get what we want . As most of the time , we've already fore-see what will the answer be , if we dont lie , so this makes no point for us saying out the truth .
Simple example : Your love-mate's going party without you . And knowing that if he/she tells you , theyre going party with his/her group of friends , with no hesitation redlight will be flash . So .. theyve got no choice , but to l i e .
Is this his/her fault ? I would pretty much say NO . Cause why bother saying out the truth whereby , youre actually slapping yourself with your own hands ?
I wont agree that this is a form of white lie , but I would categorised it under ' harmless-lie ' .





All human being hates to be deceived . So point is , we should all learn to take things easy and see things in a different way , different as in more towards the positive side .
Cause so long as , we tell ourselves to accept it no matter what , lying will be the last thing the other party will take into consult .

" if I could , I would "