An Anguish Angel

HelloHi. Somebody help me, pleaseee eee eee? >":
This pain's way too extensively tormentingly horrible, eating every bits of me nakedly. Hurrr..
Its practically literally keee eee eeelinggg me up and down, inside out, uh totally?!
Nothing cheers me up now, I guess? Fact that I didnt went shopping today made it worse.
Urgh zZzZzZ.. dont wanna stay up here anymore. Im gonna dive in my sheets now, cause only sleeping makes me feel better, and hopefully the pain would be gone by then? Uh..hopefully?
K BuhByeee and GoodNight Cookies.

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You'll never know how much I misses you, n e v e r.
Cause..I feel distanceddd away, from you. Like from NorthPole to SouthPole..one end to the other.
'Can I..like uh..munch the distance away, like a CookieMonster munching looong sticks of Pocky?'
K, Joke Fail totally. My lips didnt even move a single degree upwards.. Ah.. Baiii!

" can I not be Partially-Invisible, in your world anymore? "

when Airplanes flew by

HELLOHAIII COOKIES~ <": Its been like 123456789101112131415161718days since I last updated! Been pretty busy and l a z y! Hahahaha. Cant be blame, those laze wormies are stuck in my blood, and as they circulate around my body, they tend to create this 'avoid typing' feeling, here at this site. HAHAHA. Ya, I think I funny to describe it this way, can or nottt?!
KKK, enough of craps zxzxzx.
Lets see what have I be doing for the past few hours, days, weeks back..

I think I..

- 14May* Succeed in surprising HDC on his 21st Birthday. (Have always been dreaming about this kinda thing in my head ever since.. god knows when, and been waiting cause I've yet to set my eyes down on one. So this is an accomplishment for ME! ^^v)
OH AND I PASSED MY LAW'S COMMON TEST! Another accomplishment! (k, at least for me, it is listed as one la, bodoh~) Haheehee. <":


-17May* Managed to get my ass down his house, on the DOT at 12am-18th May just to pass him my DIY cake, and wanting to be the first person wishing him Happy 21st.


To you my BelovedBabyBoy: Thanks for tolerating and keeping up with those Oh-So-Angel's typical nonsensical things. It must have really been hard on you. BUT, WAIT~ it aint easy being your GirlFriend too k. Hahahaha. You too, have your Oh-So-Jason's typical nonsensical issues! :"P
Fights, Quibbles, Seneslessness rigmarole talks.. named it, we've been through it and so over with it, yes? <": And how many times did we breakup, again? Hah, countless I guess? Still in the end, we're still here, hand-in-hand holding tight, smiling at each other. Youre a miracle, I once prayed so badly for, and now youre a reality, Im hungrily craving for.
We started off, never pinning so much hopes in us, and look at us now..its been 7months plus and the time is still moving for us, clock still ticking for us and calendar pages flipping one by one each and every single day, for us.


I love everything about you, and I really do.
I love how you flaunt your muscles off, each and everytime you look yourself into the mirror.
I love how you do squint your face into those cute-petite-wrinkled-faces whenever you want something from me.
I love how you always ring me out of a sudden, when youre out with your friends and you go, 'Bi, Im leaving them and coming over to your house now.' given no matter how late it is or how drained you gets after one long day.
I love how you look into my eyes and say, 'ShutTheFuckUp' whenever I irritate you on purpose.
I love how you always prioritise me, keeping me accompany though your eyelids weighs like 6pounds, and then you'll be either late/absent from work/school, the following day.
I love how you always demand me to massage for you during the night, when your body aches all over, '.. .. ..your massage skills sucks eh!' you'll always mentioned this, though I know you actually enjoy it.
I love how you always try to act smart and cool by adding chilli into your food, then perspire like some one who just ended a marathon run.
I remember those times, when Im suffering from serious PMS, getting up your nerves, you'll drag me and buy me Yogurt/Ice-Cream and stuff it inside my mouth, cause it'll keep my mouth shut so that I'll stop grumbling, giving you headache, but most of all you know they're my all-time-favourite and consuming them will make me feel like Im on cloud9!
I love the way you praise me whenever Im on clothes with soft material; you fancy, and you go, 'Bi, you look so cute today, I like the dress youre wearing..so soft.. <":'
I love the way I always teases you whenever you pronounce some words wrongly, but it sounds so cute and funny.
I love the way we always have our mini-fights, though it causes us to have bruises and scratches everywhere, all over us..cause I know this is part of our-Love; how we bond.


I love your little chocolate chip on your left cheek, cause it makes you look times more adorable <":

& some time back, during this month on some random day, in the car going town..
Me: 'Bi, look at me! Is there some changes you see in me?' (fingers pointing at my face)
Hdc: 'Ya.'
Me: 'Where, where?! What difference?!'
Hdc: 'You changed your eyemakeup.'

I love you cause no one elses will look and observe me to this specific extent, that can spot this minor little changes within lightning seconds, so confidently.
And there're too many things I love about you thats way beyond any words of description, your strengths, weaknesses, attractions and flaws; I accept and love them all.
Youre the moment, I've been waiting for..all these while along.


-21May* Town with HoneyChicas after school to get TinaTay's Present! Supposedly to indulge ourselves with TomNTom's, unfortunately all of us were kinda sucked up with our personal's schedule, hence.. we gave it a missed!


-24May* Super Busy Day for meee! Had a combo that day, supposedly 3Interview and 1CommonTest, in the end, one interview was canceled.
Rushed down to town and meet my HoneyChicas after my last interview (which I think I kinda screwed it at the very end..like what my HoneyChicas always say and think about me- A Complete Bimb? I mentioned something that the interviewers shouldnt find out and even know.. /": But.. its alright, Im kinda glad that I did THAT in a way! Hahahaha. Not a Self-Consoling Line kkk!)
Grand Copthorne Waterfront Hotel's Buffet for my Darling Tay's Belated Birthday Dinner! We were damn full that our tummy are all bulging out.. its utterly overgrossly disgusting. HAHAHA.
But its okay, cause its all gonna be shit outtt the following day! <":


-29May* MarinaSquare for Facial then met Mom for Shoppinggg! Stocked up most of stuffs, like MakeUp essentials, Footwear and Accessories! OH and I never buy any apparels, can you believe it?! NO~I CANNOT! So, I think Im gonna go out and own-ed them, tomorrow! Hahahaha. :"D I think thats all about it?


Oh and in between on and off, I caught some movies and heres my feedback!
The BackUp Plan*- Good Laugh? ThumbsUp for this show then!
Once a Gangster*- Nice show! As in the storyline's good and this movie is pretty much of a hilarious show.
SHREK; Forever After*- A w e s o m e!!! Catch it if youve yet to! No regrets with my PinkiePact with you, you or you! <": NOW I WANNA WATCH, SEX AND THE CITY2 (though I've yet to see the first season, cause at that moment of time.. Im illegal for that freaking show!) Hahahaha. ShutUp, dont laugh or tease at me, moron freakos! <": But Im sure gonna watch it onlineee!
THE LAST SONG, I WANNA WATCH!!! !!! !!! Yes, Very Very Very Extremely Outrageously, t h i s BADLY!!! Peeps mentioned that, its a effing sad show >":
THE LOSERS!!! Comedy clip, I wanna giggle my toes off, bodoh~ Haheehee.
PRINCE OF PERSIA AND THE ABANDONED!!!
MY MOVIE COMPANION, WHERE'RE YOU?! STOP HIDING, CAUSE I SAY 'REVEAL AND SHOW YOURSELF TO MEEE!' Hahahaha.
Shit, time now's 0307am, and Im sprightly hyper, body swarming with full of energy!
WhatTheHell is wrong with me mannn? -______________________- Psychotic Body Clock.

OkieDookie, I think thats all for now! I'll come back for more updates when I've got the feeling or the urge to blog again!

Gonna spend some time now for my love before I dropdead with sweetdreams <": GoodNight Cookies!

" if I were to tell you how I felt, will things change for the better? "

Ride away

Its almost 0130 now, and Im still up though Im seriously very very very exhausted.
But somehow I just cant rest my mind.. like, I cant get myself to sleep soundly.
Hmm..a very unusual and weird side of me? I know right..like I've never had problems/issues with sleeping.

It beats me too, but everything just seem to run towards me like out of a sudden and nowhere, making me feel so high-strung on nerves and jittery about all these pending piles of work and task.
Everytime when this kinda issue's at my doorstep, I really wish I've got a Time-Machine so that I can have the say and skip this whole stage, and move on to the following one ahead, instead! -____________________-


Goddamnit all these shit thoughts conglomerated in my gray matter! I think I'd better not stay up here anymore, as the more time wasted here instead of being on bed, would only tend to make me chafe inwardly towards those wild thoughts more, which is totally unhealthy for my little brain.

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I'll always love to; Twirl myself into a worm and gather myself in your warm-loving arms, with my head on your build-chest, as it never fails to make me feel like a babygirl, with a complete free mind from worries cause I know I'll always be safe and sound with you around.

Now I hope youre lying right beside me with your fingers running through my messy hair, holding my face with both your hands, planting the sweetest peck on my forehead before putting me to bed.
"GoodNight Bi" you whispered softly, with your honey-scent smile blowing off that I could barely see it as my eyes are closing, yet at the same time they seem to be smiling; back at you.

" its either, first or none "

Happy Momma Day

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY TO ALL MAMA(S) ON MOTHER EARTH!
If there isnt you, there wont be me.. You, yes you. With a role youre supposed to be, yet carrying yourself with so many leads. At times, youre like my GirlFriend, some other times youre like my Secret-Mate, my GossipPartner, my ShoppingKaki, .. but whatever it is you carry your main role best- I love you MommyLove!

Summary for today:
Woke up during evening time with almost 12hours of sleep <":
Prepared and swayed my ass off for Mother's Day dinner with Family!
Lips-smacking Good Food, YummyYumYum!
Pop sent us to shopping aftermath, and Mom got me a new pair of footwear (Y) I deserve that cause Imma obedient mommy's little princess yesterday, seconds later, I think I deserve more than just a pair of footwear, so I bought this and that, this and that, and this and that too! ^^v
HarpieGirlie got home and decided to get some real work done as she did nothing serious in major for the day.
Was crestfallen over some issue for quite a moment /": Thats all about it, I guess?..
OH and my PootyPoo end my day off with a Half-Donut Lips on my face!

Only HDC has got the potential in making me, turning into a HarpieGirlie with just a few words of his, allowing me to fly all around like a SillyBirdie!

OkieDookie, time for bed naow, meowww!
Tomorrow's my Brand New Day in Life- Changes*

" that little caramel hair dollie baby girl, youre obsessed with "

Healthy Saturday

HELLOHI COOKIES!

Today's a Saturday and Im actually home! <":
I woke up at around noon time with a little miss sunshine smile, as I've finally replenished my body with full-energy after socks hours of sleep! Get my ass up without slacking on bed (WOAH!) and shift my attention to those remaining pending workload (WOAH WOAH!). After getting them done within half an hour, I've decided to go for a run since the weather seems superb for shedding off my enemies zxzxzx (WOAH WOAH WOAH!). And looking at the time now; 2150, Im soaked with flowery scent of shampoo smell, with facial mask on, penning down all my do(s) of today right here, as Im so proud of myself for being exceptionally disciplined and well-behaved than usual! (^o^)v Haheehee.\
Now I think I deserve a new pair of footwear from Mommy, in exchange for being a GoodGirl!

OH, I wanna announce something! I've contemplated alot yesterday and realised that I really haven been keeping up to my reality-pace. In a way like, I ought to be serious in this and yet Im slacking time off instead. This is only the 4th week of school, and I've skipped like a packet of Macdonald's fries number of classes already!
YA, I THINK IM SUPA DUBA UBA KUTEEE TO ALWAYS PHRASE MY SENTENCES THIS WAY! Unique Style of Mine; ANGEL, I loike! (Y) Haheehee.
K, back on this serious piece of note, I cant afford to be like this anymore, like seriously this is my last term in school already. Like, what on mother earth is wrong with you, Angel?!
Hence I've decided to change, like seriously CHANGE and Im gonna go cold turkey with these bad habits of mine!

Angel's 3 MajorTrademark:
1) Lazy, very lazy, supa lazy, supa dupa lazy, supa duba uba effing fucking pussy LAZY!
2) No Time-Management; LATE QUEEN. Im never early, n e v e r, and I meant it.
3) Irresponsible; I seriously hold no responsibilities whenever it comes to me, myself and I.

Give me time, and you'll see the drastic change in me, in no time!
Like frankly speaking, everyone around me have been asking me to change and shake all these off, nodding my head and agree reluctantly is always my reaction in return.
Now I finally see the root of importance in it! I cant be like carrying all these with me throughout my entire life, theyre like bad fleas sticking on me and its gonna get me into some spicy chilli tomyum soup, if I dont do something serious about it.
19years in life..
Pop and Mom told me to change,
Relatives told me to change,
Girlfriends told me to change,
Mentors told me to change,
Ex-bosses told me to change,
Boyfriend PootyPoo told me to change,
and whoever who knows me and get along with me, reckon me to change.
NOW I AM REALLY GONNA CHANGE! TAKE MY WORDS FOR REAL, THIS TIME!

OkieDookie, I need to shift my attention back to some real work again!
Like OhGod, Imma sucha busy lady these days.. OhWell, what to do when my academic studies for Diploma are gonna complete in 7weeks time (YAYNESS!), and Im now being tied down with miles long of research on different companies, sending out resumes to them, getting myself prepared for the next challenge/stage in life- One Year of Internship (roll eyeballs dynamically) How I wish I've got super power like mah favourite SUPA HERO- SUPAMANNN!
Buhbyeee Cookies! Will update soon again with new pictures kkk, promise-d!

" everything will start from, Once Upon Time, all over again "

SleepyHead

HelloHi, Happy Wednesday Everybardieee~
Time now's 1430 and by right my ass ought to be in school torturing, having a hard time maintaining those heavy eyelids of mine wide open and keeping sure that my brain aint malfunctioning so that I could absorb knowledge in them, yet by left Im actually home now! My initial plan was to skip the first lesson and sway my soul to school for the second lesson. Sleeping Soul possessed in me, causing me to shut my ears and those 6alarms didnt worked for me..ya like again? (roll eyeballs vigorously) Doubt my Chronic Sleeping Disorder's back, though Im no longer under medication, but maybe Im just too lethargic and lack of sleeeeeep!

OkieDookie, I need to shift my attention off here and get some real work done, so as to make myself feel better for that I played truancy today. Hahahaha, Buhbyeee!
Oh and no new photos taken these days, so I uploaded some old ones up, cause this post will look disgustingly plain nude without pichas! ^^

" you dont have to be this specific, all the time "