Friday, March 26, 2010

FINAL PIECE


Why must YOU drop on a Saturday; My Favourite Module?

Tomorrow's my final showdown already, yet something is very wrong with me; a sudden loss of motivation. Wrong things always choose to bomb out at the wrong time --.-- Urgh zzZzZzZzz..
'I
ought to be studying now..'
Ohwell, I am in fact, just that.. nothing's going in my little head, cause.. Im sleepy, very sleepy, sooo sleepy, too sleepy.. but I cant afford to sleep, like..not now?! As Im very much concern-ed.


OkieDookie, I think I should divert my attention back to that log-
thick manual >: Bai Cookies.

ANGEL, ENDURE.. JUST ONE MORE PAPER AND YOURE SO DONE AND OVER WITH IT~!
I cannot wait for my 2weeks holiday to appear right now, ya right now, LIKE RIGHT NOW IN MAH FACE BODOH~ Hahaha ^^
K, Im going krazyyy.

"some things ought to be over, isn't? "

Friday, March 19, 2010

Late Queen


HelloHi! Finally felt a sense of relieved, as I just sent my Individual assignment.
I was given this task like last week or last 2weeks ago? Deadline's today 1730, and I started doing it at 1430. LOL (Y) Sometimes I really loathe this part of me; NO sense of Urgency.. yeap not even a tiny winy miny, not at all --.-- which explains why Im always and forever late for school, meet-up or whatsoever that has a time-given for me.
A very bad habit? Yea, I pretty much know it, but.. I cant help it. I tried to change ever since.. er, 2492490years back but every attempt seems to be a failure? Hahahaha. Im a very determine person k, on my way of kicking this bad habit off still, and Im sure I'll be able to succeed one day, yeap.. one fine day! ^^

Anyway anyhow anyhoo, this will prolly be my last update till I finish my exams, then I shall continue posting more craps ( crabs ), prawns, lobsters, CRAYFISH, STINGRAY and blahblahblah the blacksheep story goes on k!
Understand what I meant by crap now? Hahahaha.

OkieDookie, Im gonna go prepare and meet my oh-so-not-Romeo LoverBoy now!
K, he's prolly gonna kick my ass if he read this. HAHAHAHA.
I promise to start my revision tonight when my ass is home! ^^
BAI COOKIES~

" this heartless side of you and me "

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

P M S

This cant go on.. I cant let PMS get in my way, controlling my emotions. I ought to be the one leading my own way.
I really cant find words to describe about this pussy kicking-ass PMS feeling, Im currently under-going. Like.. this minute I can be smiling, then laughing, 30seconds later I'll be like possessed by some grumpy bitch, then next moment I'll start laughing again, then get angry for nothing, then smiling, then pissy, then.. blah blah blah the blacksheep story goes on.. You girls should know how Im feeling now, yes?! >:
Emotional Turmoil, hello? Could you please get the fuck outta mah soul puhlease!
One thing I realised when Im having PMS, I tend to be extremely huffy. MyGod, this is one Big Big Gigantic Issue man, seriously. Like this is the root of creating misunderstanding between me and him/her/them --.--

Ohwell, so I thought of google-ing everything about PMS.
Here you go, some snacks to impart in knowledge area!
Oh and and.. before it slips off my mind,
To: All innocent peeps out there that I've been venting my nasty tantrum on these days..
Im like utterly sorry. Please be a kind soul, and understand me. Hahaha ^^

What Is Premenstrual Syndrome?

The term premenstrual syndrome (PMS) refers to the physical and emotional symptoms that occur during the one or two weeks before the beginning of menstruation (the time in a woman's monthly cycle when she bleeds, also known as a woman's period). Sometimes PMS symptoms last a few days after menstrual bleeding starts

At least 80% of menstruating women have some premenstrual symptoms:

  • About 40% of menstruating women have PMS
  • About 10% have severe symptoms, a condition called premenstrual dysphoric disorder (PMDD). Nine million women, or approximately five to seven percent of women of childbearing age, have PMDD.

What Causes PMS?

Experts say that the definitive cause of PMS is not yet known. However, the most likely explanation for PMS is that many women are sensitive to the hormonal shifts that occur in the second half of the menstrual cycle.

What Are The Symptoms Of PMS?

  • Fatigue: This is the most common symptom of PMS. Women with PMS may feel so tired they can barely get through the day. Some women also may have trouble sleeping at night.
  • Tension and irritability: A woman with PMS may feel very on edge. Small annoyances seem huge. Often her response is out of proportion to the problem.
  • Difficulty concentrating: Many women with PMS find it hard to do things that require concentration, such as balancing a checkbook, following recipes, or making business decisions. They may also be forgetful.
  • Anger: During PMS, normal feelings of anger are often exaggerated. A woman may be more argumentative and lash out at those around her.
  • Depression: . Sadness and crying easily are common feelings related to PMS. At times the sadness may feel profound and inconsolable.
  • Food cravings: Some women crave particular foods, such as sweets or salt. Others find their appetite for almost any food increases.
  • Breast tenderness: Many woman experience swelling and soreness around their nipples or breasts.
  • Bloating in the abdomen, hands, and legs: Some women with PMS gain weight. Others have fluid shifts to the abdomen, hands, and legs that make them feel uncomfortably swollen or puffy.
  • Headaches: Duration and severity of headaches vary from woman to woman, but are common during PMS.
Its so not-fun to be a female at all, when you know you need to suffer from all these unnecessary redundant issues. Sometimes, I hate being someone who owns a PUSSY, like seriously? --.--

" you ought to know and feel me at times "

CUDDLE ME PLEASE, SOMEONE


Today's worse than yesterday.
Everything seems to b
e falling on me..

A shoulder to lean on, whenever Im feeling exhausted.
A pair of warm hands to wipe off those tears on my face.
A pair of arms, to cuddle me tight when I feel lost.
A pair of little ears, always ready to take my big big grumbles.
A strong body for me to punch on, when Im filled with displeased.
A face thats all willing to be silly and make me laugh, when Im feeling down.
And a soft voice that whispers into my ears, and calm me like a little girl.

IM NOT THAT STRONG GIRL, WHO'S CAPABLE IN HANDLING STRINGS OF NEGATIVE CASES,
ALL ALONE.. BY MYSELF.

" when darkness turns to light, it ends tonight "

Monday, March 15, 2010

CrankyHead


PMS here to knock on me, like again? I seriously hate this period of time, alot.. very much, pretty much.. in fact, too much.
Very much wanted to suppress my emotions, but sometimes, things just get out of control.. yea, outta mah control --.--
I feel so cranky, like some nut head shit ass. Gonna sleep early tonight, I guess? In order to kick this ass feeling away.

Hmm, since tomorrow school's starting late.. maybe I should wake up early and go indulge myself with Yoghurt and IceCream before kicking ass to school jail, yes no yes no yes no ..?
Ohwell, thats all for
now, dont feel like typing anymore, so I shall upload some overdue photos taken these days. Bai Cookies!




IM GONNA WEAR ON THAT SMILEY FACE ON MY SLEEVES &
HOPEFULLY TOMORROW WILL BE A BETTER DAY AHEAD!

" I look at you with such disdain "

Saturday, March 13, 2010

BreakOut


HelloHi! Today was a super long day for me, like I've mentioned earlier.
So I woke up super duber uber early for my tour this morning, yea a Saturday morning/: Fortunately everything sail smoothly, like thank god <: Aftermath, home to have a rest before I kick my ass out again. Initial plan was to sleep, but decided to do something for that
dumbbell instead. Teehee.
And yeap, as expected I was LATE like again? ( Roll EyeBalls ) Rushed down Esplanade and I managed to reach on the dot for BreakOut!
I've been waiting long-necked for this show since last year?! ^^ The show was literally hilarious as predicted, and their break-dance moves was seriously yummy awesome!
No regrets or grumbles for the long anticipation, seriously! Good things are worth of waiting, yes? <:
Anyway anyhow anyhoo we caught ' Kidnapped ' with Ricky aftermath. Personally when the movie ads was out, I told myself that I wont wanna watch it, so as to prevent cases like, scare the shit out of my ass whenever Im out late or something. But but.. I still caught it today /: Right, the movie plot's positively good, I would say. Worth watching people! OkieDookie, thats all about it I guess? Goodnight cookies ^^


Oh and before I forget, Bi graded 7.5/10 for my mini heart-shaped chocolates! First attempt and I got an A*. Not bad Angel! Keep up the good work ^^ Next attempt.. CAKE! Hahahaha. K, shutup if youre gonna make some negative comments.

P.S: G work as backstage crew for Singapore Entertainment Awards. Which means, she gets to see SHINEE, FT Island and etc! Man, how lucky is this bitch! ^^ Im like all prepared to hear her going MinHo craze for the next upcoming days or maybe weeks? Hopefully not months uh? Hahahaha.

" I give the final blow "

Friday, March 12, 2010

Stain again


HelloHi! I know I've been way behind updates these days. But reassured, I'll be back soon! Very very soon <:
Meantime, heres a short update for time-being!

One more week before my goddamn exams knock on me, like again?! I know, right..
Till now, I still feel no sense of urgency in me. OHDEAR~ To even add on it, I go on with my party life.. like what the hell is wrong with me, seriously?
Right, I've decided to stay focus on my study week, which is this coming week. Promise-d myself to make full use of it, EFFECTIVELY! No more TIF; 'Talk Is Free', ANGEL! ^^
7days of revision, and 6days straight of 6different paper. Like uh huh, I cant wait seriously? ( roll eyes )
How EXCITING can this get?! ZzZZzZzzZZz
But this aint no bad thing when I think of the holidays that followed right behind! <:

Oh and and tomorrow will be the final cut project for one of my core subject. Hopefully everything sail smoothly!
OkieDookie! Thats all for now, I guess.
Tomorrow's gonna be a millipede looong day for me, need to sleep and recha
rge my body energy naow, meow!
GoodNight Cookies<:

" no, you did "