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That StrongGirl whom'll settle her own issues herself than getting another party involved.
That StrongGirl who'll be there for her loved ones, no matter what gets in the line.
That StrongGirl who's a better pretender than most of her HoneyChicas.
That StrongGirl who'd rather smile it off, during hard times, so as to stop people from worrying.
That StrongGirl who looks capable in handling all kinds of different situation.
All along, this StrongGirl..I am, in everyone else's eyes and they named me SuperGirl, thats when I looked upon her and really trying my very best to be like Her.
No matter how rough and rocky every path gets each time, I'll still choose to face it alone, strongly.
Unfortunately, today this mask doesnt seem to fit on me rightly and it makes me feel utterly uncomfortably..after much hesitation and contemplation I've decided to remove it completely, for once..
And this once, causes me to excruciate wholly.
'Its okay to remove that mask and let everything off thats being suppressed painstakingly once in a blue moon Angel', I told myself.
Afterall, Im still a Girl, just that Im possessed with a masquerader soul; ANGEL.
Its half past three now, and I think its the optimum time I ought to lie down and fixed that mask back on me again.
I'll be fine by then. Like I've always loved to say, 'Im alright, dont worry.' Bai Cookies.
" once and for all, the e n d "
Happy Sunday everyone! I woke up with big drama on the line with my HoneyChica this afternoon. Dialed G as she left me a missed call last midnight, and guess what?! She dropped me with a Hiroshi/Nagasaki atomic bomb! This incident is outrageously annoying like seriously! Then followed by Tasha B's phone call telling me about the same incident.
Here, I'd like to clarify something- Firstly, G wasnt home when the comment was posted up last night till around midnight, when she got home then she saw the number of notifications on her wall. I was out with DC and got my ass home at around 0400? Dropdead aftermath and woke up this afternoon, and through phonecalls then I got to know about this bombastic disaster that took place last night.
Like seriously, it doesnt matter what they post, the thing that matters much is who the fuck hack and posted such a thing?!
All along, drama was something we never wanna create and this person jolly well thinks that he/she is helping us by backfiring over? Hey come'on, you; BirdBrain Kiddo is throwing us into a pot of boiling soup, instead! Childish acts like this, does nothing in helping! Get this into your brain, my dear child. If you think this was a help to us, then I'll pretty much say that, this charity act wasnt needed right in the first place. Right thats pretty much all I've got to say. Hopefully you'll get it now, my dear K I D <:
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Every girl longs for her man to dote on her like a precious gem.
Every girl longs for her man to care for her like a new born-ed lamb.
Every girl longs for her man to cuddle her like a cotton-candy.
Every girl longs for her man to love her like a never ending showering.
People says, 'Actions speaks louder than Words'. Agree? Yes, I do with no further doubts in it.
They say, 'I Love You' is too easy to be said, as they're just words afterall. Agree? Yes, I do.
But.. which girl doesnt longed for her man to say those 3simple words to her?
Every girl longs for it, Im sure. Like come'on frankly speaking, which girl doesnt wanna hear this 3words coming out from the man she loves, as and when to feel appreciated?
Yes, its just 3 simple words. But when you say it willingly with real love in your eyes, the other party sure, could feel that its not just these 3words, but the feelings in it that counts..
All couples would say this, be it normal couples, gays or lesbians. Its the language of LOVE.
Its never hard to say 'I Love You' to someone you truly love.. never. Cause its in you all the time, and it would just burp out anytime.
I know, all along Im a girl thats hard to be pleased in love.
I demand this, call for that, and wants almost everything thats honeysweet to be on my side.
You my special one, made me change and realise alot.. alot of things about love that I never thought could be done, this simple. Made me realise that sweettalking are just words to make someone happy with no real meanings behind it if the other party dont do something to it as a form of action to prove it.
But.. OneThing in me that has never been change-d, and Im pretty sure it wont..
All my honeychicas know about it clear cut--- I need my man to say 'I Love You' to me every single day. Not every now and then, but yes..Every Single Day. Be it in the morning when he's just awake or during the night before he goes to bed.
Imma girl who needs this, Imma girl who needs attention, and Imma girl who needs assurances.
If its possible, I would wanna drown myself in my man's pool of love, so that I'll never ever feel unloved.
I know myself.. This is a real world not a fairytale. Still who says that Love cant be as sweet when it comes to reality? We are the one in love, and so we determine how we want it to be.
" its easy if you truly meant it "
HelloHi! Its been so long since I last channel my attention here. Been kinda caught up with my daily schedules these days as schooljail started, and I've got my own personal issues in addition, so I kinda neglected here since I suck at Time Management. Hahaha.
Anyway anyhow anyhoo, let me kinda summarize what took place for the past days..
Two Birthday(s) and Celebrations took place last week, first it was on the Friday 16th, one of my HoneyChica; Tasha turns 20, then the following day on the Saturday 17th, my blood brother turns 15!
I've also managed to squeeze out time to have a date with my CPX hun like finally?! Met her on a random day after school, and this girl is taking revenge! She made me wait! Like OhMyGod! SHE ACTUALLY MADE ME WAITED FOR ABOUT 20MINUTES++, WHEREAS ITS ALWAYS HER WHO'LL WAIT FOR ME! 'Whats wrong with you CPX?!' Hahahaha. Settled at Vivo Starbucks, and as usual, we chitchat+ticktack+clickclack for hella god-knows how many hours zxzxzx! Left at around 2130, which was kissing ass early, but I've got no choice as theres schooljail for me the following day >:
Ohwell, its okay, we'll meet up soon again! LOVE YOU BIGTIME CPX! ^^
Next round must include the company of Lynne Breast Goh!
Skipped school on Thursday, ya like again? Hahahaha. This time round, I was sick! Yea, sick for real /: woke up with a stitching pain in my throat.. took MC, rest, and off I go getting my ass down to Town for a Belated Makeup Birthday Dinner for Tasha^^
Met DC aftermath and we caught, Bounty Hunter! Hilarious show and I would rate it as 3/5
Past few days, we also caught Monga! YEA MONGA! LIKE OHMYGOD RIGHT?! I've been anticipating this show up and down, in and out and I finally watched it! THUMBS UP, TOTALLY LIKE SERIOUSLY! I would highly recommend this movie for those who have yet to catch it!
ShutterIsland is a show that, I wouldnt say its worth for money. As in, the storyline is good but everything is too predictable and a little too draggy, I would say.
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A man who doesnt reminds you once in a time on how much he appreciates you, how fortunate he is to have you by his side, how much he cares and loves you..
holding you so close to him, pressing your head against his chest that you could hear his heart racing.. dont really deserve to be, with you. Cause afterall, he d o n t really love you deep down in him.
Likewise when youve found this man who loves you wholeheartedly, dont take him and his love for granted or you shall know the real meaning of; painstakingly devastated.
There're almost alien numbers of head-count in this world. The chances of you meeting new people is inevitable, but the chances of you bumping into everyone is almost impossible, hence.. out of this abundant number of people you know or bumped into, its this special one that caught you in the eye, and stays in your mind disturbing your peace all the time.
Yes, nobody says this magical feeling's eternity, so enjoy it while it last.
This 'last' will have actually meant eternity, as afterall nothing is eternity to be exact.
So, held no more hesitation and throw both your hands out to fight for what you want cause I believe everyone deserve to have what they desire and longed for <:
And everyone's eternity varies to everyone/anyone ; This is Life- Once in a Lifetime, so its Now or Never^-^
OkieDookie, hopefully my paragraph does helps in enlightening people, making them cherish the ones they're currently with, socks times even more!
Im off to create sweetdreams now, Bai Cookies!
PS: Im overly excessively unduly LAZY to upload pictures today /: Just for your information, if you wanna take a look at them, they're all loaded in my FB already!
" miracles dont really exist, we are the ones who create them with our own hands "
HelloHi. GoodMorning Cookies, as promised to blog.
'How was the night?'
Right, in the beginning, I told myself not to think so much and dance my ass off tonight. So we club-hopped around, and boozed quite alot. Knowing that my alcohol intake suck big time, I controlled myself, as I dint want to create drama --.--
Yea, I succeed in that, but.. you see, when you tend to drink one after another continuously, the amount of alcohol accumulates in your body, and your nerves get affected, and it passes the wrong messages to your brain. Not wrong messages, in the way, but you tend to get high and start doing things thats daring, things that you might not do when you aint controlled by alcohol.. And so ya.. now that I think back.. .. ..
Urgh, I kinda hate myself for sending you those textes now.. >: How the hell could I have sent you those messages knowing that you wont be able to take it, now? ZzZzZzZZzZzZz 'Angel, Angel like what the fuck were you thinking again?!' ( roll eyeballs big time ) Ah, forget about it, what has done has been done.
Anyway, Im proud of myself for not being intoxicated though I was high and my head was spinning like exotic merry-go-round. Its so bad that, I actually puke while I was bathing just now. Like eew..you wouldnt wanna know in depth of my vomit. Its been like 199249349years back since I last puke after boozing. And frankly speaking, it suck to the max..K like DUH? =="
Oh and yes, I left early as planned, but not as early as what I intend to. Cause of my HoneyChicas who were all so besotted in dancing, and Im like some loser waiting for them. I cant afford to dance with my personal 'DJ-Brain' spinning like some Marthur Farker. Hahaha. Ya, I think Im kuteee to describe it this way^^
Oh and I also wanna conclude something..
Partying doesnt makes me feel better, not at all..in fact I felt worse than before >:
Needless to say, with the addition of alcohol, it made things out of the way, it ought to be and should be.
OkieDookie, I should head to bed now, as Im still feeling giddy and uncomfy >: Hurrr.
I'll upload more photos when Im awake later kkk. Bai Cookies.
HoneyChicas and I are gonna skipped school later, just this Thursday.. no more other Thursday for the following weeks for me! How about them? Eh, I doubt so. Hahaha.
Right, since Im not gonna get my ass to school, Im gonna go running when Im awake later!
Mira and I have this plan on, Leading a Healthy Lifestyle, and we've already started this week! (Y) Haheehee.
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Even when you try your very best in it, in the end you still dint managed to achieve the results you expected..sometimes, somethings are just meant to be in this manner.
" you are a shooting star, thats why youre my favourite "
You > Party
You knew this, all along.. and it never did changed even though youre gone now.
I wish Im seeing you than doing anything else, every single day.. and yes, Im still wishing for it.
Anyway anyhow anyhoo, Im going party later with my honeychicas.
Claiming that party will makes me feel so much better..? Hmm.. somehow, I doubt so.
I just hope I wont get intoxicated, and create a film of drama again --.--
Shall blog again when Im back later, knowing that I wont stay there for long.. Cause, I just.. dont want to..
OkieDookie, thats all for now. Bai Cookies.
" stuck in mind, all day long; Y O U "
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ANGEL, PLEASE DONT CRY.. PLEASE..
I've been thinking a lot these days.. because theres excessively much things happened in life these days that I cannot stop my mind from drowning into thoughts, strings of thoughts.
If you realised, everything that youre doing today, there'll definitely be something youre doing it for the virgin time in life.
A person could've broke someone's heart for the very first time, and someone else could've been suffering their heartbreak for the very first time..
You could've have kiss or hug someone for the very first time..
Everything or anything could happened for the very first time, but if this repeats it'll turn into a routine or a cycle, instead.
Taking love as an example: When love started, everything tastes sweet, words seems to be honey-coated, gestures could'nt get any more candied-liked.
This love seems to be so innocent, naive and heart-taking.
You try everything all over again, with this different person.
You hold his/her hands, touch his/her face, kiss his/her lips, and hug him/her..
As time passes by, things starts to happened..
You had your first fight with him/her, first quarrel with him/her, first drama with him/her and you experience the very first heartache..
You learnt your lesson each time youre being told-off..
After this, each time before you make a move, you'll think twice or even THRICE.. cause you dont wanna repeat the same old silly mistakes, nevertheless, naive people will still do things that isnt the same, but it drops under the same category of having the same outcome..
Maybe these people arent naive, they're just dumb in nature, in a way.
Everyone contains a number of personalities and characteristics, and because of this, you'll react differently towards non-identical things.
Get what I meant? Well.. nevermind if you dont..
Sometimes, the more youre afraid of doing something wrong, taking every move as cautiously and safely as you want it to be, the more you're bound to make mistakes..
Likewise the more you wanna hold on to something, the tendency of you losing it will be higher.. and the more you dont want something negative to happen.. the chances of it getting to you, will definitely increase..
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This time round, everything I do, is something I promise-d myself to..
as I know what went wrong the first time, I noted everything down, so as to avoid them from happening again for the second time, between me and you.
I want things to sail as smoothly as it could be.. so I tried all my best to shower you with as much of love, care and concern.
Yes, as much as I want things to stay calmly, unhappy things still cramp between us..
And each time round, Im still taking note of them and learning like a journey.
It is said that; Human beings have the tendency of remembering misery stuffs instead of joyful things.
This is why, majority of the people will need a longer time to forget someone as compared to the period of time being with them.
Still, everyone believes that there will always be a shine after rain, no?
Nobody ever said that, its easy to love and be in love.. its us whom determine everything.
I know things hasnt been going under our fanciness these days.. I just wanna let you know that, our sunshine days will return back very soon.
Each time after we quarrel, I learn to know you better and hope that all these will bring us closer instead of making us drift further.
I think differently, and very much wanna stay positively.
" the way it should be and ought to be "
HelloHi! Im back with pictures, and finally managed to squeeze some time out for this space! Have been buzzing like a bee these days, and god knows time passes hell fast that HALF of my holidays's g o n e /:
Which means, Im only left with 7days and I'll be kicking my ass back to school jail.. How pathetic can this gets?
Ohwell, reality always hurts. I'd rather stay in denial and enjoy for now. Hahahaha.
The day Ricky left for Germany, we went Dempsey for dinner. Margarita indeed serves the best Mexican cuisine, I've ever tasted! <:
PartyTime! Rebel for Ladies'Night. MyGod.. I totally made a scene that night.. I was never this intoxicated nuisance before /: And now that I think back.. I feel so.. EEW~ LOSER --.-- I made my boyfriend and Honeychicas had a pretty hard time taking care of me, and I swear Im never gonna let myself drown into this kinda situation, ever again.
Now, time for me to share something with you you and you!
How To Train Your Dragon: Definitely worth watching! The dragons are goddamn adorable ^^
JuOn: This is a mathur-farking pussy show, like seriously. People who're considering watching it.. this is my advice for you; ' I'd rather you pass me the movie tickets' money, like seriously. ' Dumb show, though some scene are pretty scary =="
Yet again, for those people who wanna watch it extremely badly, this show is sooo freaking dumb and scheming that, they broke the whole movie into 2parts.
And what I meant by these 2 parts is, they'll end the first part making it act as if the whole movie really ended, with subtitles coming out, and people will start strolling out of the theater, though lights haven been switch on yet.
And just as you and I thought the whole show really ended though its only barely like an hour, here comes the second part of the movie.. BINGO, if you guessed that, the whole show starts all over again (for part2) as if, you just set your ass in the seat.
Part One's for the White Ghost, and Part Two's for the Black Ghost --.-- Its a goddamn 120minutes show.
Rec2: Personally I would grade this movie 6.5/10. Storyline's average, but the scene's not bad, could've been more gore and bloody scenes though! Ya, Im sick in the mind, cannot uhhh?! Hahahaha.
Clash Of The Titans: Thumbs Up Show! <: Graphics freaking good, bodoh~ Teehee. 
OkieDookie, I guess thats all about it for now, will update soon again.
Right Im gonna dropdead now. Bai Cookies!
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This boy's all I ever wanted.. so badly, and seriously.
He aint some hot guys you see in club, aint some tanned dudes you'll meet in beach,
but he has got the cutest face and the most adorable actions,
well..at least in my eyes, he is, and will always be.
He may not be the perfect guy, but Im sure he's my right guy. I love you JasonHuang.
" half demon, youre possessed with "
