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One more day to the 31st December, which is tomorrow, the last day of 2009.
Time flies, seriously, especially when Im in Shatec. It felt as if, I've stepped into some time-speedo machine. Somehow it feels like only yesterday, that I received my O's results and have decided to enroll to Shatec since my points dint met up with TP's expectation.
Now back to reality, look at where Im standing.. another 7more months and Im done with my academic's wise, all ready for the 1year Internship.
Right shall drop this topic naowww meowww, its like so ' clique ' ?! Hahaha.
Well, what have you people done so far for 2009?
Personally, this year marks different from any other, like seriously.
Let me recall---
* I had the biggest fight with one of my HoneyChica.
* This biggest fight made all my honeychicas and I, all hug as a family and we had a pinkie-pact.. this pinkie-pact that'll never be go against ever again (:
* I did something so ' Gossip-Girl ' that I never thought or even dream that I'll do it.
* I possessed myself in the PartyGirl's lifestyle, and shook it off too.
* I've learnt to see Human-Beings differently and clearly.
* I ATE PORK DURING CHRISTMAS EVE AT G'S PLACE.. EEW ):
( For Your Information : Im not someone who consume pork. Hence its a BIG-WOAH thing to me )
* I made alot of new friends, and dump some away. Hahaha.
* I AM OFFICIAL THIS YEAR ^^ like 18 D U H. Hahaha. Ya, I think Im cute to add this in.
* I nearly go blind, for my right eye cornea's wearing out, hence I stop lenses for socks months.
* I had my very first lorry ride. Very first and LAST time, I would declare!
* I nearly die for having pussy numbers of projects and assignmentzxzxzx.
* I fall in love with Korea, Koreans and speaking Korean ( I know I suck at it ). Hahaha.
* I shook my PlayGirl's mask off, and settled down like finally, after 3years plus? And fall in love, all over again (:
Now's time for a whole new year's resolution!
I've decided to save monehhh. Hahaha.
Erm..sounds ridiculous? Okay, extremely ridiculous, very much indeed, I know.
But.. I cant afford to splurge in this manner any longer..I need to stop, like at least try stopping? Hahaha.
Ohwell, we shall see!
" Time's up for the fullstop again "
" this you, I'll only want "
People get to know from wrong-doings, this is a named of- Mistakes.
But will people learnt from mistakes? Hardly I would say, unless it comes with countless of reminders or either that most human-beings learnt their mistakes in a hard way.
If not, why are there something called jails / hostels ( Boys' / Girls' Home ) in this world? And why are there punishments, detentions, and fined being invented?
After tonight, I would catergorised myself under- The Hard Way Manner.
By right, this fight shouldnt have happened, yet by left, all because of my actions..unnecessary tiff became unavoidable.
This kinda tragedy, I wouldnt make it happen for a second time ever again.
Like the proverb says, ' Once bitten, twice shy '. One time's more than enough.
K, time now is 0635am, Im gonna kick my arse to bed naowww meowww. Bai.
" time and time again "
" Please dont think too much ."
--- I suck at it, seriously.
If I were to be given of a choice, owning a psychic power..
it would be none other than,
' Reading People's Mind '.
" butterflies fly away "
I know my honey chicas miss her, in some ways. Just judging by the way they speak, their choice of words being used and their gestures, I can totally tell.
No doubt, I miss her too, pretty much in a way. Sometimes I want her back, yet sometimes Im glad that she's gone.
But this gone aint gonna be completely vanish-ed, I..supposed?
Some part of it, just cannot be remove-d.
" I dont know myself either "
Ladies' Night last night like finally after god knows how many months was that for the very last time I went, due to the hectic school jail life, Im leading.
Club hopping around Phuture, Arena and Rebel. Back and forth, here and there, and we think we're cute to do so. Hahaha.
Right, G Baby's House Party for Christmas Celebration later. Gonna get preparing naowww meowww.
Baiii and I wish you you you and Y O U, A VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS! :>
" theres a something behind every nothing "
Im too paranoid, over-sensitive, went beyond the line of being unreasonable, demanding for too much all the time, in addition of being pessimistic.
All these over-powered my mentality of shooing them off.. this results in my current annoying stalking actions which could really piss-ed one off, I pretty much know.
Im trying extremely hard to push them all off, all these unnecessary unwanted stuffs off.. just that I need more time?
..after 3years plus, I haven learnt my lesson, haven I?
I dont wanna act this way too.. trust me.. yet sometimes, somethings are just miles away for what I can control.
" numb for any emotions "
I officially declare that, my freaking exams are here.
This week's gonna be a lightning week, as I can totally foresee how time flies, like some rocket ass.
Study till crack of dawn, sleep for finger-counting hours, rush to school for exams, kick my ass home,
then back to point one - Study till crack of dawn .. .. again.
Next thing I know, Saturday's here to greet me! :)
For now, I shall endure..
I'll be back to stain this site with my word zxzxzx, soon.. very soon.
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Everyday Im demanding and asking for more and more from you..
But instead of drawing a line, asking me to stop being so unreasonable in love, youre doing the opposite way,
you love me prodigiously more, and for this I now conclude; nobody's gonna love me better than how much you do.
You take me in for my insatiable hunger for love; Having your love makes me feel like the luckiest girl on earth!
" your hands are mine to hold, lip's mine to kiss and love for me to own "
This period of time is whereby I've got mixed feelings of- Hatred and Love.
Hatred is explained as, exams's at my doorsteps and I've got no choice but to fall in love with those goddamn manuals and memorise every single detail about them inside out.
Love is explained as, exam's a sign telling me that holidays are actually running towards me. (Y)
I can finally be as free as a bird after.. wait let me think back.. 11weeks of school jail, 13weeks of Charcoal and now another 11weeks of school jail, which made up of a total number of 35weeks = 245days = 588hours = 352 800minutes = 21 168 000 seconds. Nice number uh, Marthur Farker? Hahaha. Its okay, everything will soon be over and I'll be living in the name of- Holidays! :)
But for now, I've got to endure another week more, cause apparently this current week's the last week of the 11th week of SchoolJail.
Tomorrow's gonna be a loooooong day for me. And seriously if it wasnt because the fact that;
LYNNIE BEANIE's my B R E A S T Y, I would flash red light for clubbing tomorrow, without any hesitation. MyGod.. Clubbing 3days before exam's something I dare not even think of, frankly speaking.
Now you see how much I love you, Lynne Goh?! Hahaha.
Right, I shall direct my focus and attention back to those goddamn manuals now :/
" skinned you alive "
