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Dont you just love it, when youre all awake and the clock states- Dinner Time? I've always felt that the evening breeze times better compared to the morning one.
Alright, got to get my ass off to shit assignments now.
Now, I hereby pray that time will pass as soon as possible, as it could be. So that weekends will be at my doorsteps in no time!
I cant wait to squash that unduly cute little monkey face- of mine :) Imy bbyboy<3
" you know this feeling wont go away "
Moodswing's been sticking with me these days, and I seriously hate this pussy feeling to the max. It feels like some lightning random change-d of Ups & Downs, without me being able to catch hold my next upcoming emotion; s u c k /:
Anyway theres one happy note, Friday's declared as Public Holiday. LIKE YAY (: me loike! Though there're like socks numbers of projects screaming for my name, fact that I get to spend more time with Siro on the bed, I officially proclaimed myself as one HARPIE GIRL ! (Y)
I need sleep, alot of sleep, socks number of sleep. Best if I can sleep to death! Hahaha.
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Im like leading a life of Paris Hiton now, with socks numbers of dogs paparazzi following me, stalking me my life my actions and blah blah blah the blacksheep story goes on. Hahaha.
I see things in a very different way from others, seriously.. all because Im just optimistic, like that!
This is me- Angel, yo!
" sometimes I ought to admit, I do things without thinking "
' A leopard will never change its spots ' the proverb says.
But the thing is, Im Angel not a leopard.
I WILL CHANGE. JUST THAT ALL ALONG, IM WAITING FOR THE RIGHT ONE TO APPEAR, FOR ME TO MAKE THIS;
C H A N G E.
' Human beings are defined as the most sophisticated mammals on earth. ' I couldnt agree more to this, seriously.
Words, expressions, emotions & actions are basically a form of top surface-act, I would pretty much say so. Everything and Anything could be act out, so long as youre good at it. Cause afterall, youre the only one left on earth who truly knows what your heart's feeling and saying, that even the most prominent psychologist cant see through all these- acts.
I dont know what happened to me currently. Just feeling.. inertia and inscrutable? I dont know..
' What do you do when youre feeling moody / down ? '
--- For me, I'll sleep. And thats what Im gonna do now. Only sleeping stops wild imaginations and thoughts from invading my mind. If only Im like a novel, that could be easily read and understand, by you.
& If only youre like some typical math problems, that could be easily solve-d with basic tactics on hand.
But back to reality, things aint this simple as it appears to be, no?
' What if I say Im ready to take things up, to the next level? Are you in with me through this, sincerely? '
--- Not doubting but just reassuring.
" I would love to read you, inside out "
LACK OF SLEEP = EXTREMELY FATIGUE = NO MOOD + PMS -> FML
These few weeks has been real hectic for me. Based on average, I only had 4hours or lesser of sleep every day. Hurrr ):
' What the hell am I busy with ?! ' Good question! Schooooool. Shatec totally owned me, bodoh! This term is one bloody goddamn term with socks number of core subjects ): And because of 3months attachment in Charcoal, I had totally lost the motivation and key to study for this term /: N I C E ZXZXZXZXZ*12488674528 times!
Anyway, I've self-declared two Fridays as, oh-its-a-no-schoolday, straight for two weeks already. Damn, if this continues for the third time this week, I can totally skipped two exam module papers. Hahaha. Cause I'll be BARR-ED for god sure! But.. I cant be totally responsible for it, no? I've tried all my best to drag my corpse body off the bed every single day, and all the way till Friday, my energy level's already like negative million times.. hence.. ya, you know I know we know!
One last thing before I shoo myself away, PANAROMAL ACTIVITY IS A TO-DIE-FOR-CATCHING-MOVIE!
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Its hard to show that you love someone, when it has blown up right into your face for the very first attempt. The pain is way beyond description that you would rather let go of all golden chances that knocked onto you aftermath.. all because of the painstakingly period that happened once before. You dont freaking need a second call-up acting as another excruciating reminder.
All along, I've always tried my very best to refrain from sinking into all these unnecessary circumstances, in a very different way.. yea, indeed very much different and unique way to the extent that many has conclude and see me in all kind of ways, you can think of.
Point is, I dont effing care or give a shit to it. Cause I dont think I owe anyone any explanation for my own actions. Like why bother explaining, when you know your true friends dont need it? Not even to mention, insignificant people's just a waste of my breadth. This is my life, I live the way I want it to be. Like it or no.
This is ME- ANGEL.
" make me go round and round "
Well basically Im just too lazy and busy to keep here updated these days. Anyway, Halloween was a awesome, but its a pity that I had to leave at around 0400/: oh well, cant be blame whereby I've got work at 1000 the next day.. oh wait no! To be exact, should be hours later ):
So.. as I was saying party..work.. OH AND PROJECTSSS-ENDLESS OF PROJECTS.. my life's back to being some loser now I guess? I'll soon be drown by all those goddamn annoying fucking sickening pussy projects and assignments.. yea very soon as I can foresee. Cause the current state Im in, is like.. partially submerged by them already.. no to be clearly correct should be three quarter, I think? Hahaha. Ya, I think Im cute to phrase my sentence this way, can anot?!
Having the thought of those socks numbers of submission datelines and testdates running towards me, I feel like .. sleeping? Hahaha. Yea, just sleep to death! (Y)
" when I say jump, you JUMP "
