A book, half unread

LACK OF SLEEP = EXTREMELY FATIGUE = NO MOOD + PMS -> FML
These few weeks has been real hectic for me. Based on average, I only had 4hours or lesser of sleep every day. Hurrr ):
' What the hell am I busy with ?! ' Good question! Schooooool. Shatec totally owned me, bodoh! This term is one bloody goddamn term with socks number of core subjects ): And because of 3months attachment in Charcoal, I had totally lost the motivation and key to study for this term /: N I C E ZXZXZXZXZ*12488674528 times!

Anyway, I've self-declared two Fridays as, oh-its-a-no-schoolday, straight for two weeks already. Damn, if this continues for the third time this week, I can totally skipped two exam module papers. Hahaha. Cause I'll be BARR-ED for god sure! But.. I cant be totally responsible for it, no? I've tried all my best to drag my corpse body off the bed every single day, and all the way till Friday, my energy level's already like negative million times.. hence.. ya, you know I know we know!
One last thing before I shoo myself away, PANAROMAL ACTIVITY IS A TO-DIE-FOR-CATCHING-MOVIE!

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Its hard to show that you love someone, when it has blown up right into your face for the very first attempt. The pain is way beyond description that you would rather let go of all golden chances that knocked onto you aftermath.. all because of the painstakingly period that happened once before. You dont freaking need a second call-up acting as another excruciating reminder.
All along, I've always tried my very best to refrain from sinking into all these unnecessary circumstances, in a very different way.. yea, indeed very much different and unique way to the extent that many has conclude and see me in all kind of ways, you can think of.
Point is, I dont effing care or give a shit to it. Cause I dont think I owe anyone any explanation for my own actions. Like why bother explaining, when you know your true friends dont need it? Not even to mention, insignificant people's just a waste of my breadth. This is my life, I live the way I want it to be. Like it or no.
This is ME- ANGEL.

" make me go round and round "