Im too paranoid, over-sensitive, went beyond the line of being unreasonable, demanding for too much all the time, in addition of being pessimistic.
All these over-powered my mentality of shooing them off.. this results in my current annoying stalking actions which could really piss-ed one off, I pretty much know.
Im trying extremely hard to push them all off, all these unnecessary unwanted stuffs off.. just that I need more time?
..after 3years plus, I haven learnt my lesson, haven I?
I dont wanna act this way too.. trust me.. yet sometimes, somethings are just miles away for what I can control.
" numb for any emotions "
