I've been thinking a lot these days.. because theres excessively much things happened in life these days that I cannot stop my mind from drowning into thoughts, strings of thoughts.
If you realised, everything that youre doing today, there'll definitely be something youre doing it for the virgin time in life.
A person could've broke someone's heart for the very first time, and someone else could've been suffering their heartbreak for the very first time..
You could've have kiss or hug someone for the very first time..
Everything or anything could happened for the very first time, but if this repeats it'll turn into a routine or a cycle, instead.
Taking love as an example: When love started, everything tastes sweet, words seems to be honey-coated, gestures could'nt get any more candied-liked.
This love seems to be so innocent, naive and heart-taking.
You try everything all over again, with this different person.
You hold his/her hands, touch his/her face, kiss his/her lips, and hug him/her..
As time passes by, things starts to happened..
You had your first fight with him/her, first quarrel with him/her, first drama with him/her and you experience the very first heartache..
You learnt your lesson each time youre being told-off..
After this, each time before you make a move, you'll think twice or even THRICE.. cause you dont wanna repeat the same old silly mistakes, nevertheless, naive people will still do things that isnt the same, but it drops under the same category of having the same outcome..
Maybe these people arent naive, they're just dumb in nature, in a way.
Everyone contains a number of personalities and characteristics, and because of this, you'll react differently towards non-identical things.
Get what I meant? Well.. nevermind if you dont..
Sometimes, the more youre afraid of doing something wrong, taking every move as cautiously and safely as you want it to be, the more you're bound to make mistakes..
Likewise the more you wanna hold on to something, the tendency of you losing it will be higher.. and the more you dont want something negative to happen.. the chances of it getting to you, will definitely increase..
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This time round, everything I do, is something I promise-d myself to..
as I know what went wrong the first time, I noted everything down, so as to avoid them from happening again for the second time, between me and you.
I want things to sail as smoothly as it could be.. so I tried all my best to shower you with as much of love, care and concern.
Yes, as much as I want things to stay calmly, unhappy things still cramp between us..
And each time round, Im still taking note of them and learning like a journey.
It is said that; Human beings have the tendency of remembering misery stuffs instead of joyful things.
This is why, majority of the people will need a longer time to forget someone as compared to the period of time being with them.
Still, everyone believes that there will always be a shine after rain, no?
Nobody ever said that, its easy to love and be in love.. its us whom determine everything.
I know things hasnt been going under our fanciness these days.. I just wanna let you know that, our sunshine days will return back very soon.
Each time after we quarrel, I learn to know you better and hope that all these will bring us closer instead of making us drift further.
I think differently, and very much wanna stay positively.
" the way it should be and ought to be "
