Its almost 0130 now, and Im still up though Im seriously very very very exhausted.
But somehow I just cant rest my mind.. like, I cant get myself to sleep soundly.
Hmm..a very unusual and weird side of me? I know right..like I've never had problems/issues with sleeping.
It beats me too, but everything just seem to run towards me like out of a sudden and nowhere, making me feel so high-strung on nerves and jittery about all these pending piles of work and task.
Everytime when this kinda issue's at my doorstep, I really wish I've got a Time-Machine so that I can have the say and skip this whole stage, and move on to the following one ahead, instead! -____________________-
Goddamnit all these shit thoughts conglomerated in my gray matter! I think I'd better not stay up here anymore, as the more time wasted here instead of being on bed, would only tend to make me chafe inwardly towards those wild thoughts more, which is totally unhealthy for my little brain.
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I'll always love to; Twirl myself into a worm and gather myself in your warm-loving arms, with my head on your build-chest, as it never fails to make me feel like a babygirl, with a complete free mind from worries cause I know I'll always be safe and sound with you around.
Now I hope youre lying right beside me with your fingers running through my messy hair, holding my face with both your hands, planting the sweetest peck on my forehead before putting me to bed.
"GoodNight Bi" you whispered softly, with your honey-scent smile blowing off that I could barely see it as my eyes are closing, yet at the same time they seem to be smiling; back at you.
" its either, first or none "
