out of the four of us , except for na , we three were single .
and basically our reasons are the same , ' we cant see ourselves being attached ' .
i dont deny the fact that i was once in a relationship , and no doubt out of it .
maybe its because of this , i dare not step into any of them again .
that painfully agonizing session left a mark in my heart , one deep mark indeed .
like the proverb says - once bitten twice shy ,
hence i dont think i need a second experience to act as one self - reminder .
people have been asking me why am i not attached / in love ?
well , to me having a date / hooked up is fine ,
yet to the extent of having someone officially and being with someone officially ,
is still something im trying my very best to re-accept it in my life .
and yes i know , because of this reason i've lost chances of being with ' real ' good chaps .
they cant simply accept the fact of me being like this .. thinking that im selfish and so .
some even worse , having the mindset that im a playgirl .
oh well , cant be blame too . cause they'll be hardly anybody who understand how i feel .
life's like that .. is either you met the right one , but the timing aint right .
or you met the wrong one , at the perfect timing .
" happily never after "
