where's she , Angel ..

5 more days to monday , which is also my exam day .
nothing's done , books untouched , revisions incompleted .
and yes , fear and nervous are both running towards me ,
yet it all seem to be like , laziness and inertia overlap them both ,
causing me to be in this state of not doing anything , and let time flies just like that .
every single day , i tell myself , " Angel , please start your revision now ! "
somehow , theres something out there holding me back , moving backwards from those damn books .
voice whispering to my ear , telling me that , revision shall start tomorrow .
unfortunately .. that fateful tomorrow thats on my mind , never seem to be any nearer .

what happened to me ? well , it seriously beats me too .
this aint the Angel thats suppose to be .. aint that soul thats possessed in my body for 17years 7months .
Angel has never fancy last minute revision before , doesnt she ?
if thats so .. then why .. now ?
where is Angel .. or should i say , that soul thats always in me ..

" a stranger i felt , towards myself "