Thursday, May 07, 2009

School + Me = GODDAMN HELLSHIT

I've never been this serious before .. I HATE SCHOOL ! FUCKING HATE SCHOOL NOW !
Things are way beyond the line that Im able to handle .
Everyday Im given tasks from different lecturers , so many freaking shit i need to complete , yet so little time left for me . N I C E ! ( roll eyes )

someone please take me away from this hectic life Im currently in now .
it feels like rocks pile all over my heart that i can hardly catch my next breadth .
if only I've got the special ability to make time stop here , yes right at this moment of time , then I'll sleep forever ..
and bid goodbye to this brutality world .
never will i want to return as one human being ever again .
yes , then everything about ME will E N D just like that , like a novel , when it comes to the last page ,
everything will just e n d . simple as that .
why bother living , when we cant enjoy as much as we want to ? on top of that , theres still so much things we've got no choice but to endure ? especially when every single thing just dont go in YOUR way , you want it to be . seems like the whole world is going against you , yet theres nothing you can do .. sad ? yes , truthfully nothing but P A T H E T I C . choice of wanting my life-span to prolong ? no thanks , definately not for me .

" maybe we're just lost in time "