Take me away to SomeWhere

sometimes I really dont know why should I bother , when none of them care at all .
Im sick .. so s i c k of all these annoying pussy s h i t .

nobody's there for me at this very moment of time at all .. practically no o n e at all .
Who's there for me when i need a shoulder to cry on ? None .
Who's there for me when i need a listening ear ? None .
Who's there for me to make me smile when I frown ? None .
Who's there for me to give me a hug when Im feeling demoralised ? None .
Who's there for me to feed me with ice-cream when Im down ? None .
Who's there for me to ask me what happened when ' p r o b l e m ssss' is written all over my face ? None .
the next thing I found out was .. nobody even witness the scene that my cheeks are wet with my own tears .
even when I let loose and scream , they thought it was someone else's echo from somewhere ..
and this how pathetic , I actually am . now i finally know .
Angel's officially declared to this state of ; UN L O V ED .

I may be found DEAD on the bed , the following day without anyone knowing the real reason behind it , I guess .
cause everyone wasnt available for me at all , all along .

eyes closed , mind shut and heartbeat stopped ;
let me sleep forever , and may this be my very last chapter .

" lying in a bed of roses "