Be my miracle , will you ?

It has been quite some time since I last talk to Khidzer about BGR . Yes , what a topic . hahaha . Siala and I hate talking to people about this topic , cause all of them think that I wont be able to settle down . What The Fuck , yes ? :/
' I know what Im doing ' , and whenever I say this , I really meant it . If Im attached , I know what to do , and no doubt I'll always know my limits .
Yes I dont deny that Im arrogant , unreasonable , pampered and whatsoever negative points that you can think of , most prolly you'll be able to spot them on me .
Not that I dont wanna change . Everyone's have got their own philosophy towards everything and anything .
So to me , ' Dont make me change because you want me to , make me change for you because Im willing to ' .
And I told him , ' All I want is one Mr A-Little-More ' !
A little more Caring ,
A little more Loving ,
A little more Sweet ,
A little more Silly ,
A little more Daring ,
A little more Dominant ,
A little more willing to do anything just for me .
And EXTRA MORE ROMANTIC AND MUSHY ! hahaha . Im one who's super uber stubborn to the extent that , no matter how much I miss the other party , even till the extent of I wanna bang my head on the wall , still I wont take the initiative to start of with the first text . hahaha . Okay , I know Im one pussy asshole . But .. this is me . So , if you dont , I wont !
And after saying all these to Khidzer , " Go and die la you ! hahaha ! " is what he said to me . LOL . Im not asking for alot , am I ? .. Nah , I dont think so uh . hahaha .
Anyway , Im happy with what I have now (:
As in with my girls loving me , Im not desperately dying for a man to love me . Cause afterall , he'll ditch me when he sees all my nonsense ! Yes , my nonsense do nothing but scare guys off easily . And majority of the guys wont be able to take it , so .. you think I can rely on them then ? LOL . N E V E R ! Unless one fine day , miracle happens and someone proves me wrong . hahaha . Okay , dream on Angel !

Angel wants someone who cant get enough of me , and will never get sick of me !

" tell me youre different from all the others "