No, not O K

Is it me being oversensitive or is it real that she could feel me, somewhat someway somehow? Or maybe..my emotions are all written on my face, that one look / glance at it, its easily being read-able for human beings uh?
If not.. why do I feel a sense of exceptionally closure towards her, when she go, "How're you feeling?" with a pat on the back of my head, sometime after lunch-break today?---Positively sense of close-bond, to be crystal clear exact.
I looked at her for a few seconds, wanting to delve more of clues by this simple sentence, as I didnt wanna give an incorrect answer.. but she stayed calm without having eyecontacts with me, instead she was looking at those printout documentary papers. I faked a few mouth of cough, assuming that she's concern about my sickness as Im really down with this unduly nasty flu these days, despite the fact that I was actually feeling better already.
Yet, a number of cells in me, tells me that, she aint asking about my health-concern issues, instead my heart-problems matter..
Hurm..probably I am paranoid and sensitive these days, hence I tend to read too much over this simplified line; 'How're you feeling?' ..yea, it could be.. ought to be.. must be..

On a second thought..she wouldnt have found out my bloglink url, hasnt she?
No No No..couldnt be.. Im turning bonkers. And I ought to be crazily insane to even think of it. Nonsense Angel, Nonsense!
Now go to bed, so that it'll stop you from invading your own mind on some non-logical and senseless issues!

Yet..the eye-contact that she gave me when we're going off just now.. asking me if I were to turn in early tonight, somewhat tells me that, she knows something more but doesnt wanna reveal out, maybe..not just yet.

" I very much wanted to reply, - No, not okay.. not a single feeling of feeling o-k "